Sunday, May 08, 2005
no tuition today. yeah yeah. went to crystal jade for lunch. simply delicious. it's mother's day! yar..went to church in the morning. was quite affected by a testimony shared by uncle Robert bout his mum who passed away recently. it was so touching. not a single dry eye in the audi. his mother is jus one like every other mother, who sacrificed for the kids. charitable mum who's willing to give to others despite her limited means. and she nevers ask for returns. once during reunion dinner, their family had not even rice to eat, instead of getting money back from those who owe them, she went to beg the provision shop boss for rice to spare. another occasion, to earn extra cash for the family, she actualli got scalded whole body by a boiling cauldron..the testimony reminds me of how i treated mum. im sucha unfilial daughter. instead of being understanding, i blamed her for her constant nagging. nv ever spared a thot for her..i treated her as if she was someone who's jus in charge of washing me clothes, cooking my meals. always using the excuse of im busy wit sch, and neglect my mum, or even, my parents. unfiial daughter. my mum is jus so great. im so thankful to God for a mother who sacrifices and nv a word of complaint. i love my mum! gees..i sound mushy..but i meant wat i say.sometimes.. when things happened, den do we noe how to cherish and "take-notice" of the people ard us. sighs. again, wit the excuse of "im busy", we tried to brush of the burden of even caring and concern for d surrounding ppl. i blamed myself for tt. but sometimes, it's jus too late when u realised tt u should have cherish a certain person..i wan to avoid regrets. i guessed a smile or s lil' hug mite help to make someone's day a better one. so now, here am i telling all tt are ard me, i care for u ppl!man..i sound so serious today..but it's true la huh..avoid regrets. the last thing is wan to happen to me was to have any regrets!
11:38 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
