Sunday, February 26, 2006
bad day bad day! i really hate those insensitive morons who dun think wit their brains! God give them brains for wat? to think! and not to hurt ppl with their insensitive comments! really pisses me off when ppl speak without during their brains first to think! i mean like hey! hello! ppl have feelings. they'll feel hurt! this is one of the beri few times i ever get so pissed off wit someone. really offended can! when i told wai, i was still feeling really angry. even after a few hrs later when i relate the whole incident to my sis, i was still feeling quite angry over it. tt kinda of sore feeling tt makes me feel like smacking tt person even tho she's my senior. i've always respected her..and because of my parents, i tolerated her even more. i've nv spoke a thing when she's straightforward wit the things she says, but tis time, i can feel the fire within me, tt make me wanna flare up at her. but still. i controlled. partly because of my parents, if not i'd have told her off. and since she's my senior, she should noe better den not to be insensitive to ppl's feelings. but i doubt she even noe the meaning of sensitivity. even wai and sis felt angry and irritated when they heard tis. arghs. can still feel my blood boiling when i think of it. wth.
didnt noe who should i confide in after tt hurting and offending conversation wit her, but luckily, i still have my sis and wai. didnt tell any of my budds about it b'cos i dunno how to bring it up and i didnt wanna affect them wit tis minor matter, so i jus conifded in wai and sis. i feel sooo much better after confiding to wai. it's like after so long, i noe i can still seek solace in tis dear friend, even tho many things have changed. im glad and thankful. and of cos my sis. im worried for my dad's health. really at a loss. have no idea how i should help to improve his health. hmmm. i guessed i'll pop by the pharmacy tml to check out. okay. im off. till den~
11:20 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
Friday, February 24, 2006
another weekend! seems like it has became a routine for me to blog every friday about wat has happened over the week. sounds boring eh. routine. well. at last! my archives and my tag board's problem's solved at last! all thanks to lou lou! lou ah, here's specially dedicated to u..(with full house's OST-FATE playing in the background)..it's fate tt i've the chance to meet u. i love u my girl! awwww...sound so corny! eeks. im jus fooling ard. anyway, thanks mel. u noe we love despite of ur B-I-G nose! hehs. feel so sinful today. didnt do PE, cos i hurt my neck during yesterday's high jump. ate BK. ate a whole packet of cadbury mini eggs all by myself. F-A-T-S! yucks. i hate tt word. hmm..nothing much to blog abt tis week. oh yar, today's assembly's interesting. "Hongkong accent ah.." and lou lou's laughter actually irritated no 3! and she dun even care! saw my EC but the days are numbered. erm. i mean, the days i'll still get to see him in sch. sigh sigh sigh. such a pity. and yeah, got to know karlo beta tis week. like really tok to him after so many yrs in church. funny guy and nice, cos he'll crap wit me and continue wit my nonesense! cool! yar. tt's about it for the week. nothing much. some stuff i didnt wanna blog abt since it's sorta "sensored"..mel and lynn noes wat im toking abt cos we discussed it jus now over dinner at BK. yar. i think i'll prob be mugging tml again...boring! but wat to do?? okie dok, im off!
10:48 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
Monday, February 20, 2006
new blog skin! but there's some prob wit my archives. arghs. oh well. dun bother wit it first. so peeps out there, sorrie for the fault wit my archives. yupps. will fix it as soon as i get experts' help. lols. im off. sch tml. sigh.
12:44 AM
...Save your last dance for me...
Sunday, February 19, 2006
another sat! boring. studied in the day. met jieyi and char for dinner at BP's Mos in the night. and i saw bao bao at cartel! she sure is busy! hahas. cartel's business is super good tt she didnt even have the chance to tok to me. poor bao bao. bao, if ya reading tis, jia you ah! work hard and climb up to the top management. hahas.
did some catching up wit my girls. my darling girls. had lots of fun toking bout stuff. and i ate Venezia. woos. belgian chocolate. my fave! went popular, and bought tt chem guide book im supposed to buy it long ago (cos i was hoping mr chiang will give me his, so i dun hafta buy), and bought ear-studs wit my girls. den we tok tok tok. and continue laughing out heads off over the slightest thing, like the "shi lin" guy making the crepes. time passed and we headed for home. tt's how my sat is spend. at least i get to spend wit my girls :))
12:00 AM
...Save your last dance for me...
Friday, February 17, 2006
another weekend. finally. Pe was rather tiring today. had fitness and conditioning. did all the jumping jacks, push ups, sit-ups..blah. alot la. came home, took a nap and slept till now. good sleep. hahas. oh yar. definitely gotta blog bout tis. jus gotta noe from lilian, my EC's not staying back. tt's so sad can. like no more motivation alrd. saddening huh. even tho' today isn't some candy-licious day but still i saw my EC! eye-contact somemore. aiyoyo...so nice! ok ok. im going nuts. hehs. oh yeah. watch PJC against Army armour-unit's rugby match too! so exciting can. we were all like "oh no oh no.." "Ahh" "go go go"..screaming...and there was mr "stuart", chunky, and oso "TUI". hahas. really admire "stuart" can. so small size and yet he's in rugby. the way he got pushed down by his opponents,make u feel like, "wah..tt guy is so puny. so poor thing la. all the big guys pushing him down and practically lying on top of him!" hahas. small yet tough. everyone except our dear lou lou was enjoying the show. tis is how she goes.."aiyeh..so cruel game..so rough..blah" hahas. tt's lou! really exciting and interesting game. and pj guys did us proud. really am so proud of them!
yar..hmm..abit boring. nothing much to blog abt alrd. will be a boring weekend. at home mugging. b'cos i dun have any programme tml. ah. sad. aiyah. dun wanna go on anymore. so boring. okay. im off. will blog again if i've got new updates. hehes.
11:24 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
Saturday, February 11, 2006
went out wit my girls today. the usual 5 minus 1..mag can't make it. saddening. if not it'll be a hella more fun. yar. celebrated fel's b'day..had fish & co for lunch and oh gosh. we sure ate alot. $104.30. jus the 4 of us. eat tll we wanna puke. and im so glad for lou. her first time to fish & co! hahas. bought v day presents too. nothing much. wanted to buy a new white skirt but couldn't find any.
feeling sort of sad. cos today mary(my maid) went back to philippines. shouldnt feel so sad actually cos she took care of my nieces tis time she came back. she used to take care of me and my bro when we were younger. remembered how lawrence n me cried badly 7 years ago when mary went back to philippines. tis time we didnt cry but can't help feeling sad. i guess it's tt attachness to her, tt's y i'll feel sad when she leave today. she's a nice person. realli. even tho' sometimes she made my family real fustrated with the things she did. i noe she's nice and kind deep in. one of the beri few rare kind maids i ever noe of. i think i'll nv get to see her again. i know i'll miss her. my nieces too. especially celeste since she's been taking care of celeste n cristal since they were born. when sista told us tt celeste cried hard tis morning, somehow, i could feel tears welling up in my eyes. a little toddler, jus 2 yrs old noe how sad parting is, let alone a 17 yr old adult. mary's sorta poor thing. really sympathize her sometime. hopefully tis time she goes back, she'll not have to work so hard for her family anymore and tt husband of hers can take good care of her, instead of getting into accidents and trouble frequently. tml's the new maid's coming. i guess we'll all find it hard to get used to her. esp the two little ones. hopefully she'll be nice to get along wit too. i think i do get emo easily huh. but tt's me la. i hate partings. really. make me wanna cry.
okay. i'll go get some sleep. it'll make me feel better. at least i wun be so emo when i open my eyes tml morning. yar. im off.
11:30 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
Monday, February 06, 2006
Tried blogging yesterday bout yesterday's and Friday's happenings but guess wat happened! I was typing during the wee hours at night and suddenly, electric short circuit! Darn darn darn. I typed quite a lot and everything jus went blank. Sigh. So I guess I will jus summarise everything.
-Friday 03.02.06-
Pj openhse! Met up wit spencer. Our dear dear spencer. Haven't seen him for like 3 months. We sure miss him heaps. Spencer is still tt same guy we know..but whey! He made us feel so sad. Cos the usual morning clique of 5 is now reduced to 4. no longer do we own the back row of seats on the bus completely. Sadded. Mandy came for the openhse too but I guess it's not tt fun..the pioneerama was alright. Oh yar..sam performed. His performance is sure a loud one. Beri loud but nice! And our beri own pj talent..i think his name is alson something..dun play play ah.. ppl releasing album hor! Hehs. Danced once during mass dance and fun dance. Sadded. Wanted to dance more. The J1s had their carnival..not to mention 06S09 cocktail drinks..nice nice. I like it. Now I noe sprite plus root beer plus lemon tea plus grape taste rather unqiue..not like the usual coke and pepsi. Something different. oh oh oh..I mus definitely mention this..during pioneerama performace, i had my "car" standing behind me, my "fajarian" opp, in front of me and dino, upstairs above me.. woohs. Tt is wat I called "a sight to behold"! so much better than the performance itself. Hahs.
Stayed on till 6 plus. Left wit lou lou and fel for dinner at lot one. Went siam kitchen for dinner. Was laughing out loud and somehow got onto the topic of dino, and guess who I saw. I dunno if this is wat u call fate. Out there was dino and yy, considering whether or not to have their dinner at siam too. I was taken aback. Really surprised. Wanted to like at least smile or something but he wasn't looking and I dun have the guts to call his name out. I dunno y. mel jus dun have the guts and please dun blame me cos I hate it when ppl say I dun dare to do this do tt. I admit I dun have the guts. But this is in my character. I can't help it. Besides im sick and tired of being the one to take initiative all the time. Tt is one of the characteristic of Taurus. Sturborn. He sat 1 or 2 tables aways from me. Cannot rem. Lou lou said he turned a few times and look but I was back facing him so couldn't see. And she actually said tt he smiled at her. At this comment of lou, me and fel burst out laughing. Dino smiling at her? Hahas. She even demonstrated the way he smiled.
Awhile later, we left, I turned towards him again, waiting for him to look at me. But apparently, he seemed quite engrossed in his food. Didn't say bye in the end. Jus left the restaurant liddat. Quite sad. Like wat I said. Mel jus dun have the guts to approach him, let alone stare at him to wait for him to look over. I thot tt no point doing tis kinda things. It'll only make things awkward. Probably diff girls have diff thinking of approaching guys. Went to TS and laserflair, bought full hse and rain's concert! Hahas. But all along, tho' im quite happy tt I bought the vcds, my mind was still thinking bout wat happened. Fel and mel said, fate is in my own hands, I have to create it myself. But how? I dunno how. Dun tell me, u expect me to stand outside siam to wait for him to finish his dinner? Tt's not fate. Fate is me meeting him twice without any warning. Jus like wat happened during pioneerama. Was searching for him upstairs, looking above me to see if there's any familiar faces, in the end, I didn't even noticed tt im actually standing beside him. He entering siam? Tt's fate too I guess. Without warning for both of us. I guess we were both surprised. Oh well. I dunno wat will happen next time I see him..i guess I suck at tis kinda thing. Sorta dumb. Hahas. But nvm las.
-Sat 04.02.06-
Supposedly meeting lynn, shanthi and renuka at 2.30..was poor nuka, she injured herself so gotta postpone tis outing. Met lynn at town at four to buy lawrence's b'day present..hehs. and I bought "DKNY".So happy. So cheap somemore. Den met up wit IBM gang for dinner at marina steamboat. Lots of ppl. Last nite was 10 minus 4. weiliang, henry, angela and han ying wasn't present. Aiyoyos. Mus have a full force the next time we meet! Poor Kelvin, the only guy present. He had to do all the chores we made him too..hahas. we were outside the mrt station taking pictures and we met wit tis unreasonable ah beng. We were only looking in to find someone kind to help us take a grp pic and tis ah beng thot we were looking at him quarelling wit another guy. He came out, stared at us fiercely and said "see wat see"...plus some crude and vulgar remarks. How uncivilized! At tt time I was thinking, aiyo..dun think kel can protect us leh. Hehs. Abit mean la but quite true rights. Anyway, after tt unpleasant interaction wit tt ah beng, we took quite a few pics, and went home. Long journey home man. All the way from marina bay to cck. Stayed up till 3 am, surfing for full hse and rain's songs..blogging and till the time, my room black-out.
-Sun 05.02.06-
went to dad's eldest bro, my uncle's hse for lunch. And man. Had a really hearty meal. One of the few times, I ate so much. Ate chicken chop, fish and chips, mashed potatoes, brocolies, spaghetti. Auntie's a really fabulous cook. Im so full now tt I skipped dinner. Can's take it mans. But I like the atmosphere other den the food. Big family gatherings. Good food, good company. I like!
Man. Have got sch tml. Still have got some work undone. Im tired tired. Shall stop here. Rather long entry today. And yar. IBM peeps, I'll upload the pics asap kks..some prob wit my comp's programme. Okey dokey! Im off. Tata.
12:31 AM
...Save your last dance for me...
