Come, Dance with me

Thursday, June 30, 2005

peekaboo. im back from a week of endless tests. finally am able to come online. so stressed all week. studied so much. yet i noe i'll fail for sure. tis kinda stress is causing pimple outbreak for me..sheeshhh.

im demoralised n depressed. realised tt life isn't as easy as i think it is. yar. it's like we study so much n the kinda results we get is like.. ... but i guess at the end of the day, it's all up to us. it's so funny to think tt sometimes we noe we actualli needa work hard n put in more effort but we are jus lazy by nature. slacking, lazing around till we realised..oh no! guess tis time my report card gonna contain nothing but "beautiful" single digits. oh gawd. helpp..i need help!

i need a life mans. dislike the kinda life im living now. it sucks. period.

8:34 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

i think im living in self denial. seriously. period.

11:53 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

Sunday, June 19, 2005

tired tired tired!
jus reached home. haha..busy weekend again. hmmm..let me see. havent been studying all week, except on n off doing some math. but, gees, always ended up giving up on those freaking math questions n addicted to tis stupid computer of mine, eyes glued, playing games. hehs. went to school on fri to study..hehs. afterall im a good girl. but didnt do much actualli..did math..again! n econs. hahas. cannot make it las.

went out wit A07 peeps last nite. woots! so nice. even tho' there's beri little ppl..hmm..less den half of A07 los, but still, i had hella fun. went to turf city for steamboat..lynn brought mr yixian wit her. haha..he sure can connect himself wit ppl. easy-going i guessed. it was so funny..laughed till my sides hurt..jus listening to cunlai n chong tuck crapping ard, entertaining everyone. had a good tym juc catching up..esp wit jesslyn sweetie. hahas. oh yar..went to meet renuka n shanthi baby in the day..sucha pity they couldnt join us for steamboat. yar..but still i missed them so much..we have never ending stuff to tell each other! man..time passes so fast! after meeting them, met pearl darling for movie..oh gosh! mr n mrs smith is soo nice! angelina jolie n brad pitt are so hot! gees. after movie, went to meet A07. hahas..on our way to turf city, as usual, we the noisy bunch, irritated the bus driver n he scolded us. but man, he's a pain in the neck! so irritated wit him for not opening the door for us to board when we r heading home. darn man! oh yar..i met joe..haha..one of secondary school's crush..how weird is tt. and he actualli recognised me! hahas..well..was sucha "interesting sat" huh! nice. i love A07..realli miss those days..should have more of such outings..but no more steamboat...too much caxinogen(dunno correct spelling not) is not good! once in a while can las.

today, nearly didnt managed to wake up in time for church. after church, went to meet euphe, my piggy mummy wit pearl..went to the beach. gosh! thanks to euphe n pearl, i was all wet! they pushed me into the water again..arghs..bully me! hahas. yar..actualli went to the beach to celebrate euphe's birthday..which is tml..haha..so euphe, if u happened to read tis, "happy birthday sweetie! u noe u r special! oinks oinks..we the swines of pig city pledged to keep our plates food-free! on our trotters will we walked!" hehs..after beach, went for dinner..fathers' day! oh yar, "i love u dad..tho' u wun be reading tis." so tired tired.

can u believe it. school's starting in a weeks' time.. so fast. i dunwan! havent hit the books yet. oh wells. dun care. tml den start. okaes. im off!

11:46 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

Friday, June 17, 2005

dunno wat to blog bout. nothing much. jus thot of u today. shucks. im upset. realli upset. i noe we are impossible. beri impossible. but wat can i do. saw mel lou's blog. found tis quote quite true-"knowing you are wrong for someone, doesn't mean feelings change." true huhs. oh wells. i should realli get a life. sheeshss. bleahhh. oh wells. im off!

1:01 AM
...Save your last dance for me...

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

i need to get a life!
oh gosh..dislike how life is like now. everyday seems to be so dull n bland..colourless. errs. totalli cant stand tis kinda life! ever since hols started, everything has been so uninteresting. things dun go as planned. outings clashes. take for example..today's outing wit my other 3 girls. supposedly should be 4 of us going out together..end up only me n sz went out. dun blame the other 2 girls..jus disappointed. but oh wells..i shouldnt grumble huh..we'll get to go out next week together. yeah.

went town wit Shu Zhen today. had a good time..jus laughing n toking. has been sucha long tym since i went out wit her..even tho i see her in sch everyday. yar..bought clothes..actualli it's jus a mango top..green colour..n earrings. im the one who's supposed to buy lotsa clothes together..but shu zhen's the one who bought more in the end. not fair..i wanna complain! when i have the money to buy stuff, all the nice clothing disappear..when im broke, everything appear..errs..not fair..

tml's dad n mum's anniversary! yeah..getta eat good food..tho' it's my parents' anniversary but many "light bulbs" will be around too..im one of them! hehs. okaes..im bored. shall slp now.

i need to get a life!!!!

11:58 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

Monday, June 13, 2005

peekaboo!
tiring weekend it is! let me tok bout yesterday first. went for tkd in the morning, handing over plus catering..i think supposed to have training but oh well..i didnt go. went home, after tt met pearl dearest n went to town. walked about..supposed to watch mr n mrs smith but sad thing..tickets sold out. mus watch it tis week..saw dareel n kaixin at town too..exchanged "hi"s, talked abit n parted. after tt went to sista's hse to get some dvds, n headed to lot one's pasar malam..walked abit n went home. pearl stayed over. we stayed up till 3 plus in the morning, watching dvds. so tired..but had lotsa fun wit pearl. taking lame pictures n joked. plaited my hair n she tried my wardrobe..hahas.
charlotte told me she couldnt make it for tis coming tues outing wit me, jieyi n sz. sad. have been looking forward to it so much. hopefully, we can go out on the last week of hols. i miss going out wit my girls so much! yar.

slpt at four in the morning n woke up at nine for church..im totalli exhausted. lack of slp i guess..dark rings..errrs. went to church den tuition den to jurong point wit my family. actualli planned to cancel tuition today by saying im sick when i actualli wanted to go home n slp after church..but i guess tt's not right huh. i noe im naughty..haha..sorrie. went to jurong point n sheng siong supermart..the place where many mothers loved! hahas. helped my mum to fill her trolley wit heaps of tibits..hahas..first time we bought so much. n my mum, typical mother..can realli shop man..stayed at sheng siong for so long..spent lotsa money on food. yum yum.

den went to sista's hse n eat tt indian cracker she fried herself..not bad ehh..after not cooking for more than a yr, my sista actualli still noes how to fry crackers.hahas..i sound so mean! ate dinner n watch "iron ladies". gosh..sure is a funny show..couldnt stop laughing..yar..tt's my day..slacking the whole time. i seriously need more n more slp..Zzzz...tml's another day..i guessed im gonna rot at home..hahas. okie dok..nothing more to blog bout..im off!

1:06 AM
...Save your last dance for me...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

today's the first official day of hols for me! haha..even tho' june hols started like 2 weeks ago but it wasnt hols for me at all..cos gotta go back to sch like almost everyday las..can finally sleep in alrd. yeah! yup..supposed to go out today but i dunno y i din..stayed at home the whole day, slp n play comp. hahs..wat a day man!
tok to jieyi n lynn jus now..discuss bout whether anot to quit tkd. cos we realli spent alot of money on tkd le..grading still hafta pay money lehs..sians. wanna quit oso cannot cos the tkd uniform cost us 30 bucks. oh wells..dun think i will quit las..hahas..no point oso.

tml mite be meeting pearl after training n she mite me staying over at my hse..yeah..cant wait. havent seen my beloved cousin for so long..actualli one week las.. haha..i miss her.
yar..i guess i've nothing much to say these days. so i'll jus stop here. okaes..im off!

12:35 AM
...Save your last dance for me...

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

hungry hungry. im hungry now..trying to resist the temptation of eating supper. hopefully i can survive thru tis temptation man..hehs

spent 4 hrs on sch today doing intro to organic chem tutorial. hmmm..in between got sneak out to the canteen to get some food las..u noe..being a food freak..i cant resist eating..yupp.
tok to lynn on the fone but a07 outing to sentosa. realli cant wait for it..am sooo exicted. jus thinking of being able to see a07 ppl again n spending time wit them makes me feel sooo excited! esp shandy n renuka..miss them alot man. yups..well..nothing much to blog abt these days oso..boring hols..blah blah blah. can go on n on bout how boring my hols has been so far..but i'll stop here las. hahas..tata~

12:11 AM
...Save your last dance for me...

Sunday, June 05, 2005

another boring day today..went for tuition in d afternoon..haha..it's freaking freaking hot n humid all day. oh man..the heat is realli murderous! oh gosh.. my flu is still quite bad now..n down wit slight sore throat too. arghs..im falling sick. sheesh!

hehs..gotta noe bout jieyi n alex patching. im happy for them. realli. and am glad everything's over now..all past! yups.. the following is to jieyi if she happens to read it.."girl..im happy for u..jus noe tt no matter wat, i'll always support u..jus do wat u makes u happy, n i'll be happy too.." yups..i love happy endings..yeah yeah..one good thing tt happened today :)
okaes..im off for now..

11:58 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

Saturday, June 04, 2005

sun tan~
woohoos..smile smile smile.
went to the beach wit jieyi n BZ today..stay there n tan for a good 1-2 hrs..hahas..bz was so satisfied wit her tan las..cos she's tanner den me now. hehs. walk alot today las..walk to 7-11 den to the small area(southern most tip of the continent), couldnt realised it was so dirty, so walked to the other side of palawan beach. after we pack up to go n shower, walked to a isolated toilet near sunset bay, but was not in use alrd, den walk all to siloso..oh man..jus to bath, we walked from palawan to siloso..so far can. hahas. but was realli a good day..tanning, listening to music, joking n crapping around. bz n jieyi was so amused when i told them the "divider experience" of my mum n sista las..giggles. oh yar..we saw tis person who looked like tong zhou..our sec 1 fren. shouted his name a few times, he did turned lei..but im not sure if it's him..how nice izzit to see someone u havent seen for a few yrs. i actualli recognised him can..eh heh heh..this proves i have good memory huh..lols

after beaching, went to suki ramen for dinner. ate ramen..(duh-uh!) oh gosh..so full. am feeling tired now. n sick..my flu came again..errrsss...cant stand it mans..making me feel so unwell..
okaes..

11:05 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

didnt blog yesterday. was sick. yucks yucks. flu monster came. irritating huhs. probably quite tired tis week..classes n all..totalli energy-less last nite. oh man..comics is realli addictive..im alrd at the 3rd book..haha..mag mag influenced me! how how..im addictive to it alrd..not good huhs..

yesterday, was in sch for classes..again. played bb wit bz n lynn..haha..for a good 1 hr..sweat it out sweat it out. after that..saw him. sigh. i dunno wat to say.

took my stuff, went to canteen..i saw him but i pretend he wasnt there. was teased by bz n lynn. seriously, i dun wanna be in tis state. wanna see ppl yet i acted cool..as if i dun give a damn. yar.. sigh..in my heart, i wanna see ppl. when i see him, i feel so.."arghs!".. feel so useless man. oh tis sucks.

10:57 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

Thursday, June 02, 2005

da da da..
jus tok to lynn on d fone..yups..haha..tuition n stuff. toking bout failing n stuff. sheesshhhh..hate it man. constantly failing. those 6/30, 12/30 marks make me feel sick. arghs. oh gosh. wat am i suppose to do? tho' i've always believe in looking at the optimistic perspective, i cant help it but to feel depressed over this.. yar. darn.
oh man. dun wanna tok bout it alrd. no point. beta think of ways to push those 6/30 n 12/30 up to at least 15/30..

and my ankle's giving me problem again. esp. after yesterday. played BB, tennis n captain ball yesterday but, sort of exert my ankle muscle too much. n now the pain comes on n off..making me feel freaking uncomfortable. sheesh! should i see a doc? actualli like not necessary cos the pain is on n off..and after tt scary minor operation i had on my finger, im afraid to be near those doctors again..prob psychological prob. hehs.

blahh blahh.. n guessed wat! im reading comics now. haha..i noe i sounded like some moronic person. but i've only read xiao xin n doraemon comics all my life..now tt mag mag influenced me to read other comics, im starting to get addicted. haha..gosh. how man. hehs.
errs..i hafta go do my econs now..sick! homework again. tis holiday isnt like one at all! boredom.

11:45 PM
...Save your last dance for me...

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

woohoos~
monster in law is so nice! i love tt show to bits man. so sweet and funny. totalli hilarious! real great show to make one laugh like crazy man. i sure do laugh like mad jus now. has been hella nice tym spent wit my cousins and tarsini(pearl's domestic helper). after movie, went home for dinner. mum whipped up some realli tasty dishes..credit of pearl, paul, prisci n tarsini. hehs..been some tym since they had dinner wit my family. thanks to them for the good food..(not tt normally my mum doesnt cook good food las). yar..but sucha pity, lawrence couldnt join us..hehs..he's away some some cultural mother tongue camp. hehs..how "fun". felt real happy using the movie vouchers my cousin gave me..how nice would it be if he give me a few more of those vouchers..den i can get to watch many movies FOC..esp, mr & mrs smith, alot like love n Initial D! ahhh..dream on..gees. i wanna watch themmmm...

12:11 AM
...Save your last dance for me...