Sunday, October 22, 2006
okay. quick update. havent been blogging for some time. no spare time plus im lazy too. so yahh.
anws, it's about 12 days away to A's. my fears and worries becomes more and more obvious each day. and the stress is practically driving me crazy. to me, every second the clock ticks, is like a kind of force that pulls me nearer to A's. it's ridiculous. ah. advice to ppl out there, A's is crazy and nuts. nerve wrecking too. step into pj's lib, you can see heads practically glued to books. even at 8.30 at night, ppl are still trying to do the as many questions as they can, just before the great white shark giving that irritating look and announce, "library's closing in 5 mins!" man. her presence in the lib is kind of intimidating too. esp when she walks near you, "woah!"
so this week has been hmmm, fun yet irritating? or maybe irritating is not a strong enough word to describe. infuriating should be the right word. yah. recently, we have been all sucked into this mess of "mag liking turtle." just because of a push. it's really stupid la. just a push and someone can actually imagine it to something as much as "i like you". really childish, isn't it? i mean, hello, y take things so seriously. and our mag has much better taste as to go fall for a creature with a shell and swims in the sea with his 4 flippers?
haha. at first is was kinda fun for me and lynn. just as i believe that the other clique was having funny teasing turtle, me and lynn were having as much fun teasing mag. but things got complicated and sometimes, irritating. what pisses me and lynn off was that turtle and cong cong look-alike, trying to grab our attention or maybe it's just mag's. sometimes, i just feel like smacking them hard on the face. sitting in the same library, everyone's trying to concentrate and study, but yet there is always the presence of 2 person, not studying, looking here and there. cat walk up and down. hmmm..maybe not cat walk. one's turtle walk, the other's worm walk. hah. just really irritating.
and the worst of all, keeping this within their clique isn't enough for them. not thrilling enough i think. i guess probably it's more exciting to share it with the others. when i hear about this, frankly, i thot of going straight up and kick them at their ass. assholes!!! this is what i called insensitive morons. pls spare a thot for mag. how embarrassing is it for her, to be "popular" overnight. totally ridiculous! aiyo! me, kris, jas and lynn were so pissed off with that worm and turtle. really. but still it's kinda funny the other day when we talked bout how we'll go confront them face to face to end this misery for mag. really funny.
hopefully, that 2 can settle down, be good and start studying for A's. no more distacting us and putting mag in a a spot. oh. gotta update everyone with tis, i went for this blood test thingy for bone marrow. which is in future, should someone need my bone marrow to save their life, i can help. i think it's for a good cost la. at least in my whole life, i can save someone's life when they need my help. meaning task. yahh.
so that's all for this week. i guess i won't be blogging again soon, till A's over. so till then, tata :) GO GO GO, FIGHTING!!! peeps, lets push harder, just a mth more to freedom and relief!!! full force for the last hurdle. we can do it!!!
Friday, October 13, 2006
13 october 2006 - PJC graduation day.
the day to send of the 2005 batch of A'levels student.
huhhh..saddening. grad assembly was not enough to make me cry actually. everyone thought we'll just cry during assembly but apparently only lou cried. hah. but the tchers's goodbye message video was really touching. that part i teared. but held back my tears. hah. "act strong".
can't believe my 2 yrs in pj just passed liddat. so fast. i know i'll miss the sch when i stop going to sch after A's. yes i will. but as much as i'm sad, i'm stressed too. just by looking at the calendar freaks me out. state of panic that kind. serious. i know this is the final lap. so just give it my best and let God do the rest! so for now mugging is my life!!! yes! books!
NEVER NEVER NEVER give up. -Winston Churnhill-
