Monday, May 30, 2005
sigh..im feeling down now. or u can say..sad. i jus went to his friendster page. i think he likes some girl now. or u can say, im quite sure bout it. my mood is totally ruin now. all my hopes are dashed. actualli, by right i should noe from the start tt nothing will come out of tis and it is impossible for anything to happen. im aware of tis myself..since a beri long time ago. but i refused to let go..insisting on hanging onto the edge of the cliff, on the verge of dropping down. i guess unless i realli drop down only will i be willing to give up..mus it be realli tt case? i dunno. all i can blame is myself for allowing myself into tis deep pit-hole..and put myself in all these unnecessary unhappiness. where can i seek solace den? i dunno. probably, the best thing tt i should do now is to hit my pillows..since im supposed to be in bed long tym ago. maybe, going away to dreamland will help abit..
12:44 AM
...Save your last dance for me...
