Sunday, May 29, 2005
went to church today. service was bout passion for God, by pastor Balm. was somehow touched by it. it's like in tis era, our thinking changes for certain stuff..we were more worried bout stuff like our frens having relationships and we should oso have it. we rush thru things, we try to look good on the appearance, but nv did we think wat's our purpose of life. we are affected by how wat we wear, wat hairstyle we should have, our shoes..blah. we have the passion for this kinda things but where's my passion for God? im somehow sadden by tis fact. cos havent been walking close to the Lord. sundays going to church for service is soon becoming a routine for me rather than time i wanna spend to worship God.. yar..dun think i should carry on behaving liddat..dunno y out of a sudden, i thot..frens who were close to me, now arent as close as before. like in church, we used to be a bunch of frens, having out together, lunch, going out..blah. but now..things changed. we are no longer as close. we jus exchange brief "hi"s or some didnt even bother to give a nod of acknowledgment. yar..i guessed it's true tt some things do changes. it's how we get used to these changes. hafta realli cherish frenships, before it gets too late..oh wels..sheeshhh..enuff of such stuff..went to causeway..bought stuff again..hehs..oh man. im spending again! oh no. but quite pleased wit myself today..cos i went running. not bad ehh. but this weird mid fifties uncle came to tok to me. he asked me to help him to count the no. of sit-ups he did..i did..and he tok to me n stuff. told mum, sis n lynn bout tis. they say i should be careful of tis kinda ppl..but tt uncle dun seem suspicious..wouldn't it be rude if i dun bother bout him? hmmm..maybe i should realli beware of such ppl. yups..so much for today..off to dreamland i go now..
11:51 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
