Thursday, October 06, 2005
Finally. It’s all over. Exams. Stress. Late nights. Eye bags. All gone. Freed. Hahas. Im so glad, thankful and relievd that it’s all over! Really. *sigh of relief*
Hmmm. Actually should be feeling real happy and high now..but im not. Jus relieved. Tt’s all. I guessed I noe the reason y. instead, im feeling sad. Reproach myself for not putting in my 100%. For not putting in enough hard work. For being lazy. The list goes on. Worry for my grades. It’s not a matter whether I’ll get an A or B for chem. or whatever subject. But rather, wat’s the probability I’ll pass and promote. Whether I can even get an E for at least 2 A’level subject. I noe it’s bit of no life toking bout such things in my blog. But I can’t help but to dwell on it.
Jus feel tt my life sorta screwed up now huh. When I saw spencer’s nick on msn, I felt even worse. It goes like this “treasure tis times in pj..all these will be memories that will be wit me thru my life…” it’s like spencer’s leaving us. I guess it’s not only me who feel like givin up at time..spencer too..lynn too. We may look happy or normal on the surface but deep down, there’s this worry and dejected feeling huh. Yar. Spencer..noe u’d prob wun be seeing this entry of mine..but still..wanna say..dun give up yar..come wat may, we’ll stand and fall together. Pokkakas spirit goes on!
Yar. And oh oh. Lynn darling bought me a yummy chocolate cake today. My long awaited cake! Yummy. Ate the whole piece by myself. Now I feel fat! Hahas. Finally. I can exercise. Haven’t been exercising bout some tym..my muscles are becoming flabby huh. Gonna go for a run soon. Canal run anyone? Hehs. Im gonna go for my hair cut and rebonding tml..yeah yeah! But gonna miss the girls outing to beach. I wanna go too..arghs. gonna get my tan soon. And shopping. Eating. Sleeping. Yeah! Hehs. I have much to conquer =))
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...Save your last dance for me...
