Saturday, February 11, 2006
went out wit my girls today. the usual 5 minus 1..mag can't make it. saddening. if not it'll be a hella more fun. yar. celebrated fel's b'day..had fish & co for lunch and oh gosh. we sure ate alot. $104.30. jus the 4 of us. eat tll we wanna puke. and im so glad for lou. her first time to fish & co! hahas. bought v day presents too. nothing much. wanted to buy a new white skirt but couldn't find any.
feeling sort of sad. cos today mary(my maid) went back to philippines. shouldnt feel so sad actually cos she took care of my nieces tis time she came back. she used to take care of me and my bro when we were younger. remembered how lawrence n me cried badly 7 years ago when mary went back to philippines. tis time we didnt cry but can't help feeling sad. i guess it's tt attachness to her, tt's y i'll feel sad when she leave today. she's a nice person. realli. even tho' sometimes she made my family real fustrated with the things she did. i noe she's nice and kind deep in. one of the beri few rare kind maids i ever noe of. i think i'll nv get to see her again. i know i'll miss her. my nieces too. especially celeste since she's been taking care of celeste n cristal since they were born. when sista told us tt celeste cried hard tis morning, somehow, i could feel tears welling up in my eyes. a little toddler, jus 2 yrs old noe how sad parting is, let alone a 17 yr old adult. mary's sorta poor thing. really sympathize her sometime. hopefully tis time she goes back, she'll not have to work so hard for her family anymore and tt husband of hers can take good care of her, instead of getting into accidents and trouble frequently. tml's the new maid's coming. i guess we'll all find it hard to get used to her. esp the two little ones. hopefully she'll be nice to get along wit too. i think i do get emo easily huh. but tt's me la. i hate partings. really. make me wanna cry.
okay. i'll go get some sleep. it'll make me feel better. at least i wun be so emo when i open my eyes tml morning. yar. im off.
11:30 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
