Thursday, March 23, 2006
woohs woohs.
common tests's finally over. yeah man. can finally have a good rest and take some time off my books. had a hard time battling wit the popping out of pimples, rashes and mosquito bites. i guess im sorta vulnerable during examination periods. yar. but like wat karlo said.."i survived!" hahas. am sick today..jus on my last day of exams! how unlucky is that. the constant sneezing in the examination hall mus have irritated lynn who's sitting behind me. lols. sorta disappointed wit myself for chem..but still, there nothing i can do since i've alrd taken the paper. shall see how did i fare for it when i get back the papers.
have got no sch tml..so im gonna go out wit my girls..mag, lynn, fel, mel, kris, jas n bao! we are so gonna enjoy ourselves..after sooo long. play till we drop. hehs. and i wanna watch a movie! have got so many birthday presents to buy oso..owe ppl for too long alrd. im jus gonna stay away from my books tis few days and concentrate on playing. cus we are gonna get back our papers on mon. tt's like sooo soon. not fun at all! hehs. yar. so im gonna thoroughly enjoy myself and reward myself for being so good these few weeks. i deserved it, right?
yar. feeling so bloated right now. mum's birthday today..ate so much for dinner..okay. im off..gonna watch my da chang jin now..yeah! till den~
10:00 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
Monday, March 13, 2006
oh my gosh oh my gosh! singaporeans are really greedy! typical man.
went for CIP wit s09 yesterday. was really an EXPERIENCE! serious. saw the ugliest side of singaporeans. beri ferocious side actually and how thick-skinned man can be. over little things like a red bean bun and and a packet of milk, they can snatch like nobody's business. even a ballon oso wanna snatch. they jus surround me in a circle, attack me by pulling balloons outta my hand. i shouted, hold on, i'll give u guys balloons, pls DO NOT SNATCH. but they ignore my plea, continued snatching. made me wanna cry..hello, im jus a volunteer, not some animal on the serving plate. and wat's more, it's jus a balloon! even goodies bad, a packet of soya bean oso wanna fight for it. u can see adults taking home cartons, and mind u, it's not one carton but a few cartons, of NEwater and milk. like singapore's going on war tml, or m'sia's cutting off the suplly of water to singapore? everyone was pissed off. woke up at 5am jus for tis cip thingy, yet i get criticised, blames and scolded by some morons. hello. u think i wanna subject myself to such a thing? and tis adult actually said we stand there, doing nothing. hello! look who's talking. at least im not snatching for some packet of milk! as if those milk are holy water. fancy those adults quarreling over a goodies bag. how childish! i actually feel like swearing and cursing them. like how blood thirsty can they be! to see the ferocious and kiasu side of singaporeans. typically the chinese. i myself feel ashamed of my own race. no wonder ppl see singaporeans as KIASU & KIASI. so true. it's only until now, tt i realised how selfish man can be. i wonder how thick-skinned man can be. really blood suckers. couldn't believe my own eyes man. dun really wanna have such an experience again..too scary and fierce for my own good. dun wanna subject to such fear again. yar. blood suckers. eeee.
had common test tis week. took GP and math paper. so bleak so bleak. dun even noe i can make it thru. took the papers in LT. so sucky man. really. my neck became stiff by the voice of "pens down!". the J1 orientation caused it all. hopefully, the other papers will not be in the LT again. still left wit chem and econs paper when school reopens. okay. my fone's faulty again. yucks. gonna send it for repair so i can't use my camera for the next few days. sigh sigh. nvm. i shall concentrate on my studies. im off den. gonna go to sch tml :))
12:20 AM
...Save your last dance for me...
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
a day of suspense. and maybe relief for many. A's release of results. it's really scary man. as compared to O's, it's much more scarier den O's. sitting behind, looking at the seniors, i myself feel so nervous. the intense atmosphere and anxiety filled faces, not hidden by fake smiles by ppl trying to remain their composure. many did well but some didnt. the dejected faces on their faces, made me scared of wat will happen to me time time, next yr. ppl like darius n weiliang did well. really well and im so happy for them. makes me ponder if i can be the same, like them. in the mist of these happy peeps, there are others who failed to meet expectations, some who are my frens. tt dejected look makes me feel disturbed. i didnt noe how to comfort, jus an encouraging pat on them, will hopefully make them feel a little better. i realised how badly i dun wan tis to happen to me. nobody wans. i told myself, no way am i gonna let tis happen to me.
i dunno how am i gonna create miracles wit my hopeless grades, esp for chem. serious. the look at my chem grades, make me feel like so hopeless. but i'll work hard, listen to my seniors' advices, and push myself forward. i have too. i must. got back AO chi's results back. everyone did alright. am so glad i dun hafta take chi again. finally man. now i can concentrate on my other subjects. im gonna conquer chem! i mean it. hehs. well. i mus make good my word. so im off to mug alrd O:"ah za ah za, huai ting!"
11:30 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
