Monday, March 13, 2006
oh my gosh oh my gosh! singaporeans are really greedy! typical man.
went for CIP wit s09 yesterday. was really an EXPERIENCE! serious. saw the ugliest side of singaporeans. beri ferocious side actually and how thick-skinned man can be. over little things like a red bean bun and and a packet of milk, they can snatch like nobody's business. even a ballon oso wanna snatch. they jus surround me in a circle, attack me by pulling balloons outta my hand. i shouted, hold on, i'll give u guys balloons, pls DO NOT SNATCH. but they ignore my plea, continued snatching. made me wanna cry..hello, im jus a volunteer, not some animal on the serving plate. and wat's more, it's jus a balloon! even goodies bad, a packet of soya bean oso wanna fight for it. u can see adults taking home cartons, and mind u, it's not one carton but a few cartons, of NEwater and milk. like singapore's going on war tml, or m'sia's cutting off the suplly of water to singapore? everyone was pissed off. woke up at 5am jus for tis cip thingy, yet i get criticised, blames and scolded by some morons. hello. u think i wanna subject myself to such a thing? and tis adult actually said we stand there, doing nothing. hello! look who's talking. at least im not snatching for some packet of milk! as if those milk are holy water. fancy those adults quarreling over a goodies bag. how childish! i actually feel like swearing and cursing them. like how blood thirsty can they be! to see the ferocious and kiasu side of singaporeans. typically the chinese. i myself feel ashamed of my own race. no wonder ppl see singaporeans as KIASU & KIASI. so true. it's only until now, tt i realised how selfish man can be. i wonder how thick-skinned man can be. really blood suckers. couldn't believe my own eyes man. dun really wanna have such an experience again..too scary and fierce for my own good. dun wanna subject to such fear again. yar. blood suckers. eeee.
had common test tis week. took GP and math paper. so bleak so bleak. dun even noe i can make it thru. took the papers in LT. so sucky man. really. my neck became stiff by the voice of "pens down!". the J1 orientation caused it all. hopefully, the other papers will not be in the LT again. still left wit chem and econs paper when school reopens. okay. my fone's faulty again. yucks. gonna send it for repair so i can't use my camera for the next few days. sigh sigh. nvm. i shall concentrate on my studies. im off den. gonna go to sch tml :))
12:20 AM
...Save your last dance for me...