Sunday, April 16, 2006
easter sunday! easter musical in church was nice. first tym sis joined us for service. the feeling was good. like the musical oso. haha. karlo was part of the singing team today for the orchestra together wit ronald and nicholas..but can't really hear them. mus be steve's guitar tt's too loud. supposedly, today was fine..as in everything's okay..nothing much. but jus as i was msging weiliang, sort of feel depressed. because of chem. he asked me to stop playing, pay attention in class, get my teachers to my side, choose study group wisely..i did them all..but still i fail chem. he wrote me a testimonial saying i have 5 more mths and i need to get the act all together. i dunno y. i jus feel depressed after the msging conversation and tt testimonial. i noe i need to do well for my chem. i have to. i must. but how? im upset wit the fact tt some dun see the amt of hardwork i put in yet they still say tt it's my part tt i didnt do well. discouraged actually. disappointing. i noe i have 5 more mths. and i need to work harder. rest assured! i will! and i can excel in A's! hrumfp. i must endure..practice abstinence..haha.PS: my new hair cut is so ugly. i can't stand it! tsk tsk.
6:19 PM
...Save your last dance for me...
