Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i'm back!
got back my results this week. sigh. quite disappointing eh. first time in my life, i got such bad results. especially chem. big disappointment for many of us. felt sort of discouraged actually. like, the amount of effort we put in, amount of time spent on it..and yet we got such results. not even a pass. and we even sacrificed math for it. thank God, i passed math but dropped 2 grades. economics was expected. the amount of time and effort put in=the kind of results we get. yupp. so really got buck up. i'm gonna chiong and pia all the way. 110%!!!!
yahh. and because of my chem results, i've decided to change a chem tutor after much discusiion with dad. but despite evidence and hearing from ppl that he's a good chem tutor, i still feel guilty towards my dad. i mean it's like, one more tutor=more money needed. and i'll be paying for 2 tutors instead of one now since, i having a math tutor and chem tutor instead of the previous math & chem together, one tutor. felt really guilty towards my parents. really. i've been spending so much of his money on tuition and yet the results i get...aiyoyo. atrocious!.
so i've decided! no matter what, i have to make the money spent worthwhile. must get good results!!! cannot let ppl who have high hopes on me down. yeah! GO GO GO, FIGHTING!!
so, i'm gonna start my first chem tuition with CC tml. quite nervous eh. hopefully it's not too late. felt a little bad towards my previous chem tutor..but still, even if he's not my chem tutor, he's still my math tutor what, right? yeh. mel mel mel, you gotta study hard! ahh..dislike blogging about studies. no life la! okay, im still trying to convince myself that i have to be a full time mugger for the next 5 months. so, i'm gonna get back to mugging this moment. aiya. i don't have a choice. but i'll be back :))