Sunday, July 09, 2006
i'm back!
it's pouring right now and i'm waiting for my dad to come home. today's granny's death anniversary. and i remember every year, this time, we'll all go to the cementry, pay our respects and then have dinner at some place. it's a yearly, must-do thingy. yupps. so i'll be seeing my cousins later. i remember in the past when granny's still alive, every week, we'll definitely go and visit her. and also how i always cry whenever grannt leaves our house after a short stayover. really miss those days. it's really a blessing to have such a caring granny. but now that i wanna take good care of her, she's gone. it has been 4-5 yrs.
but hey. even tho' granny's in heaven now, i know her testimony to me still lives on. and she has always been watching over me, up there. i'm thankful. i really am. hmmm..okay, i know i've been in a rather melancholy mood these few days. i'm kinda sensitive to such issues actually. can get quite emotional over such stuff. but i'm alright, really.
and yah. today we saw this video clip on one of the ministry in church. it sort of touched my heart. there's this big group of construction workers from china who comes to my church every sunday..i guess people who see them will probably regard them as lowly man? but after watching that video clip, i realised, they are actually harmless people. they might have huge appetites, rude in their language, do not dress as nice as us, but in the eyes of God, they are as pure as a pearl. i think it's in the human nature that we see them as lowly people, give them the weird stares or even make sarcastic remarks to them. but thinking bout it, we look see through and into their hearts right? what's important is within. that video clip left me pondering on the way i should treat others..people like those construction workers. yah.
hmmm. kinda weird of me talking about such stuff in my blog. but oh well, they are just my daily thoughts la huh. okay. i guess i'd better get going. i'll be back :))