Tuesday, December 19, 2006
mad rush to job interview today. that company was freaking far away from civilisation and "woo-lu". took me and lynn ages to find it. plus the weather has been so unpredictable nowadays. the worst thing is, we were late! hah. when we finally managed to find out where the company that we actually ran in the rain for quite a distance. so you can imagine what state we were in when we finally showed up at the company - all drenched! despite that, i thought the interview was kind of a breeze. no stress, nice people, quiet environment. but they are only employing one of us. so we shall wait patiently for the company's call. kind of hoping that we'll both get the job since i can see that the lady who interviewed us, liked us (: grins. we are just so lovable, aren't we?
met up with euphe for lunch in the afternoon. was supposed to return her stuff that she left at mish's the other day but being the forgetful person i am, i left home without bringing it. how careless am i! urm. or maybe i shall be mean and not return her? because, there's this big bag of chocolates from chocolat factory that looks so yummy! should i should i? haha. nahs, no no no. mel's not such a naughty girl. i'll return to her. went to candy empire and being that porker or Ba Kua or Rou Gan i am, i couldn't resist that strong temptation to buy chocolates. so i bought them. chocolates just make me smile! and euphe paid for them. thanks mummy! you are sooo NICE! love :) urm. as what marc always say, "when are you not hungry", i admit i'm a PIG! but hey, i only have a thing for good food okay. even though, i haven't tasted things like lor mee and beancurd before...
we saw this shop that sells cute seals. they are really soft and nice to cuddle. one big one cost 45bucks! and it's the first time i thought i wouldn't mind receiving it as a present (HINT!). serious! so friends out there, you guys know what to do huh? okays, i'm tired so i guess i'm off. below's a poem i got from lou's blog...
Have you ever cried at night,
Thinking it was bad,
Have you ever lost a love,
The only thing you ever had,
Have you ever screamed out loud,
From pain that you have felt,
Have you ever stopped and looked,
At pain that you have dealt,
Have you ever questioned someone,
Of love and if its true,
Have you ever really wondered,
If they truly feel for you,
Have you ever felt abused,
Or worried while you wait,
Have you ever made a big huge deal,
Over someone being late,
Have you ever had them leave,
And watched them walk away,
Have you ever thought of leaving,
But could only sit and stay,
Have you ever hurt someone,
And looked at what you've done,
Have you ever been the one that's hurt,
And thought that you were the only one,
Have you ever loved another,
And never told them so,
Have you ever tried to tell them,
But didn't know how it would go,
Have you ever been alone,
Where no one else could see,
So you sat at home remaining unknown,
having nowhere else to be.
I've felt this way before,
I've felt and dealt it all,
I've even lied,
I've even cried,
I've even felt the fall.
But nothing makes it better,
The Guilt or the Pain I feel,
I wish it all would go away,
I wish it wasn't real,
But that is not the case,
And it could never be,
It took me too long to open up,
And took me way too long to see,
I must;Own up to mistakes I've made,
Get past the pains I've felt,
Wipe away the tears that are in my eyes,
And reflect on the tears I've dealt,
And Tell someone when I love them,
Before they go away,
And maybe if I word it right,
They just might want to stay.
-Dennis Mayer
