Thursday, January 11, 2007
okay, i'm here to update after pearl complained that i havent been blogging since my last entry. A big big THANK YOU and *HUGS* to those who voiced their concern for me. i'm so glad i have friends like these. always there to lend a shoulder to cry on. hugs peeps! anyways, i'm alright now. still that noisy mel who loves good food :))
i'm currently at work, sitting on my desk, having lunch. starting to blend into the environment here, as in waking up early, being stressed up and kan-chiong over work. ahah. and finally, i know the way to office :)) have been taking the company's bus every day to and fro (save me some fare too since now the ez link machine goes "TI", not "TI-TI" anymore ): ), so i'll not get lost again! ahah. for those who know, pls forget the fact that i lost my way one day, ended crying and not reporting to work. that's such an embarrassing fact! urgh.
work is demanding, esp when the impt orders and quotations inquiries start flooding my company inbox during the crucial hour before i knock off. it's so irritating la! observed for many days already, it has always been this case for the past few days. kuku nathan. just as when i'm counting down to 5.30pm, these "stress-igniter" will POP out! urghs.
but as much as i hate to admit, working helps to alleviate mental stress from sad happenings. serious. even tho' i dread waking up early every morning, but i gotta admit that once i step into office and start getting busy, these sad thoughts just get rejected by my brain. it says "sorry, door closed. pls try again". and i practically have no time to be reminded of sadness during work, which is good. at least life will seem more pleasent instead of being upset and dwelling on stuff. and by the time i get home, i'm just too tired too think abt anything else. all i want was dinner, online videos and my bed. urm. maybe this is what some ppl referred as "escaping from reality" but reality is always cruel. that has been my belief all these while. yupp.
here's to MARC:
"My dahling in name", cheer up yahhs? once you start work, you'll be like me. no time to dwell upon sadness! no worries, you still have me and grace eh. ahah. smiles big tym. GO GO GO, FIGHTING, redhill dragon! teehee.
here's to PEARL:
zhen zhu! eh, it's my entry not your quote that make ppl feel sad reading my last entry hor. ahah. but your quote did force me to make that decision in the end. you never fails to know what i'm thinking and how i feel :)) thanks big tym for always being there for me. i love my cousin!!
here's to ZHI GANG:
xing cai de, i agree to what you tag. but i guess reality just set in as a cruel and ugly fate of man, so we'll often get upset over minor things like guys, girls and whatever. but thanks for your concern eh :)) i still think it's weird for a guy to say "guys arent everything" ahah. anws, come for the tw trip la! we need a man! teehee =D
here's to LYNN:
babe! you finally found a job! yeahies. and it's near my workplace too. finally i can have a lunch partner! we knock off together too. how nice is there. i'm looking forward to the tw trip eh! now that all of us have incomes, we can PARTY! can't wait to receive my first paycheck. that feeling is "WOOHOO". and yes, i agree with you. we need to find a bf! at least just to watch shutter too. haha. our shutter pact remember? teehee. kidding. cannot like that use ppl. be patient yahh, girl :)) love.
okays. lunch hour over. get back to work. another 4.5 hours to knock off time! yeahies =D
