Wednesday, March 07, 2007
After working for sometime, i realized politics do exist in offices. i mean, it's no longer that so-called "clean" environment it seemed as if like before. i prefer that innocent and "everyone's real" picture of life. but of course, i'm not involved in such office politics, but somehow or another, i managed to be aware of these on-goings in the office. i guess being an outsider, it's easier for me to see what's really going on behind the scenes. okay, office politics aside, getting along with colleagues. day to day working together is another thing. poeple begin to slowly show their true self, and working together sometimes becomes harder.
arguments arise, opinions clashed, fake fronts are a norm, tongues start to wag...the list goes on. very typical. sometimes, it makes me wonder, now that i'm only a temp in the company, and i'm already witnessing all these on-goings, what will it be like when i really step into the working world. gosh. i'm kinda lucky i'm not involved in any of the above. i never get myself involve in such things. me and jieyi just sit back and watch..hmm..and maybe "discuss" about these people. more often than not, it is the ladies that are involved. no wonder some people categorize women as vicious and cheap.
sometimes it really freaks me to see how selfish man can be. really. cunning. crafty. scheming. gossipy. of cos, it is man's nature to gossip but to a certain extend, it's fine. not over-doing it! aiyoyo. i realized that the world that i have been living for the past 18 years have been portrayed as a nice and innocent place. being protected always. but somehow, adults doesn't seemed that innocent afterall huh. owels, at the end of the day, all we can say is reality hurts. haha. so thankful i still have at least 4 yrs of education before i step into the working society.
recalling back to just last year when we were all struggling with chem, math & econs, mugging all day in the library, under the "scary" eyes of the shark, as compared, life then may seem tiring, but trust me, working is definitely more tiring than that. even plain staring at the computer makes me wanna sleep. let alone tons of work to be done. ironically, i miss studying. serious. essays, tutorials, tuition work, blah..i miss them all.
after working for 2 months, i conclude, working IS tiring. not to mention all that office politics and gossipy news, waking up alone is tiring for me. that same routine day in, day out. thank goodness i have my own recreation programmes and office eye-candy ((: and of course my dearest colleague cum mate, ms cherry. was supposedly gonna end my contract end of this month with no intention to extend at all, but i think there should be some changes. so yahh. shall see how everything goes. meanwhile, i shall just stay behind the scene with jieyi, maintaining our "on-lookers" position..better not get involve in those adults' world "activities". lols.
actually there are some pictures to be uploaded but nvm, another tym. will be up next entry..till then, stay tune~
"confused state. lost with no sense of direction. someone, help me with the right way to go..."
