Saturday, March 24, 2007
okay. the reason for this entry is because Mr Tazmania Chua Zhi Gang a.k.a Kor Kor is complaining that i'm not nice enough to him. so i shall be a nice mei mei for once...
haha. alrights. shan't be mean to him anymore, lest kris starts nagging at me. aiyah. couples. sigh. heh. anws, ystd had dance as usual. vpop was equally fun with all that crazy dance routine we had..made me laugh and fool around alot too. street jazz was a little too soft i must say...too ballet-ish. afterall bibi's a dancer with ballet background. but i gotta say i do like attending classes every week. it's like my recreation for the week. time to relax, have fun and sweat it out. not forgetting my gym sessions with mate too ((:
dinner at lau pa sat. bumped into marc. almost couldnt recognise him..too sweaty, messy hair, uber tight jeans and shirt..aiyo. marc, pls cut your hair. if not i'm gonna get a pair of scissors and a bowl, then i'll go snip snip snip. LOL. head home afterwards with the company of zg. alrights. he's nice enough to come down for dinner with us..and acc me at least halfway home. for that, i'll call you, kor, once at the airport kays. hah. so dont say i'm not nice to you. TSK. and treat kris better hor. everytime "no we" to her...so bad. later i intro cute guys to her then you know...our christine give you all her beauty and youth..just for your eyes you know. and..she's my mamasan...haha
another thing, i'm extending with the company for another month. seriously, i do want to voice out my unhappiness but i do not know how to. and GB said the reason why she's so strict with me is because, someone said i seemed to be quite free. my word. what a bitch. when i'm busy, no one sees. whatever work i've done, no one appreciates nor did they ever say "thank goodness you are here to help me'. nobody at all. that's fine. but now, there's this someone who actually says that i seemed to be so free. like HELLO! stop all these rubbish pls. dont let me find out who is this person...if you are so free to notice that i've nothing to do, why dont you spot check others too. or use your free time to spot time me by doing more impt work. i simply cant believe such people actually exist. or maybe GB is just giving excuses. maybe she's the one who came up with such a story. one thing for such, she's just too 'face'-concious. all these office politics is driving me crazy...how can they let a 19 yr old experiece such things.
frankly speaking, somehow i have in mind who might be that someone. besides most of my colleagues are really nice people. so it can't be them. i'm sorry to say this but before i find out who is this someone, i simply have to protect myself and be on guard on others. i guess the only person i can trust totally in the whole office is jieyi, uncle lee and uncle anthony. the rest, even tho they are very nice to me but after such an incident, everything might be just a show. afterall, i used to think GB was a nice person. but it turns out that she's so fake. oh well. shan't continue further. the more i disgress into this issue, the more the emotions within me wells up. so i'm off to bed. tata.
