Last night i chanced upon this video online of the concert held for Hsu Wei Lun after she died in a car accident early this year. my God. it's really very sad. after watching the video, i felt so sad can. above is part of the video when her celebrity friends composed this song and sang it for her. really nice song.
but after the video, hmm, i kinda did some reflection. i guess all of us simply don't know how to cherish the people around us. as in, for instance when our mommies nag at us, we'll never fail to complain, put up a face for them or say that they are biased. or when friends scold us for us mistakes, instead of appreciating their goodwill of pointing out our mistakes, we'll balme them for not understanding. blahh blahh..
i guess during this emo period for me, i kinda think alot. i blame people for not understanding my point of views, my sadness, blah. but thinking back, i'm really thankful for the people around me, esp my girls. i mean, doesnt mean one person let you down = to the world right? i understand that not everyone can fully comprehend how i feel or why am i in depression mode recently, but i know deep down, my friends care for me. some might not show it, but it's heart-warming to know that deep down, they are worried for me.
and recently, aloysius taught me alot. i'm usually not home for dinner, dance and friends eat up my time, and i only spend 2 days at most at home for dinner. already felt quite guilty. b'cause of his mother, what he did for the family really made me feel so touched. i mean, it's a difficult period for him, tiring, mental stress and all, but never once did he give up. all for one reason: importance of family to him. he's so sensible until i actually felt quite guilty for not showing enough concern to my folks. hmm. i guess it's only when something threatens and wake you up then, will we start learn to cherish the people around us.
TO MY GIRLS: lynn & lou, you two esp, Thanks for being there for me. giving in to my mood changes during this period, always trying to accommodate me. and i know that even if i fall down the cliff, you will always be ready to catch me. thanks ((:
so thought for the day:
BE SENSITIVE to those around you and VOICE YOUR CONCERN. You DON'T need to be expressive but at least EXPRESS IT!
