Tuesday, July 03, 2007
just got home from dance.
i can't wait for sun.
i can't wait to splurge.
i can't wait to go on a shopping spree.
i can't wait to talk to you.
i can't wait to hear what you have to say to me. or maybe, there's nothing you wanna say to me.
or maybe..i don't wish to listen to you afterall. call it escape from reality. whatever.
realized that many people around me have been going thru what i call a "emo-ish period". i guess there's no one to blame. it's just releasing of bottled-up fustrations/emotions because to me, no one can really fully comprehend what others are thinking in their mind/how they are feeling. sometimes, i think human beings are just too insensitive, or maybe to put it in a nicer way, not sensitive enough. and half the time wewonder to ourselves why the people around us are having frequent mood swings. i guess we seriously do not know how to cherish those around us until they leave us. only then, we start blaming and question ourselves. or maybe, it's not a problem with sensitivity but expression. certain people do not know how to express themselves well. but in actual fact, little gestures can make someone's day.
the other day i was talking to karlo, so there's the usual 'how are you doing' greetings and all. and i told him truthfully what has been happening. urm. but the reaction i received isn't exactly what i exprected tho'. yes, i know, i can't blame him b'cos afterall, he's not a girl or me, so he probably cannot understand how i feel. but i can't help it as to wonder why can't some people just understand me better. hmm. i'm sorry that i felt that way but yahh, sometimes, it is such situations that make me realize how well certain me understand me. i'm glad that there's still someone who's concern with me nonetheless.
anws, aloy said something very true yet funny the other day. " don't because of one coconut tree, then give up the whole forest." hmm. i havent seen a forest of coconut trees yet. lols. this funny friend of mine never fails to make me smile with his funny illustrations. funny yet very true and comforting ((:
i'm gonna start tutoring my very FIRST tutee tmr! hopefully everything goes well...
okoks..i'm off.
