Wednesday, July 25, 2007
new skin C:
thanks to kris also..for helping me with the alignment and stuff. thankews sweets!!
just woke up. yes, good life huh. others having lunch already, i'm only starting to take my breakie. sleeping at 4 and waking up at 2. bad lifestyle actually.better switch back to the normal mode before school starts.
anws, just a quick update.shopping with sista last fri. shopping with her is always good! i can always tell her things and she'll definitely give me constructive comments.lols. she's like familiar with my circle of friends now. cos i'm always telling her things that happened to me. and she understands how i feel. that's most important. i guess it's because she and 2ps are the people who are the closest related to me, that's why trust is not a problem. so thankful for them ((:
LOU's at switzerland now :((i miss her! my shopping partner and confidant. no one to splurge with me anymore..lols. maybe it's a good thing she ain't around. hah.no one to go meridian for korean food with me anymore. no more hearing of "char, i miss you!" sigh. lou, I MISS YOU! feels kinda sad when someone so close to me has to leave. it makes me think back to a few years back when 2Ps left. so many things happened then.now, again, lou has to leave. but it's okay. i still have lynn and the rest.
just talked to vanilla coke just now. what she said made me cry. i thought i wouldnt cry again after that last time. but yet again, i cried badly for that issue. seems like nobody understand what i want. i'm glad you told me everything but please don't hide anything anymore. it doesn't help even if you hide from me.and i understand everything you told me. but it hurts. you have never been through what i went through so you won't understand. it's not that kind of respect that i want, you get it?owels. lets not go on about it. but still, thanks for telling me everything. really appreciate it.
i think i shall not continue for the day. the last part of the entry spoils the mood. sorry everyone. update again soon!
