Friday, September 28, 2007
the mind's in a blank state now. tired stoning mode. melancholy mood.
everything happened last night.
last night when i decided to look through the photos in my ipod before i sleep.
many many memories brought back. happy ones. sad ones. funny ones.
from steamboat @ marina to xmas party. from tchers' day celebration to taiwan trip.
sometimes i wonder how am i gonna survive without the pod.
it contains the happy jiggly songs that wake me up on a dreadful day and sad, romantic songs that just churns out the emotions from within. and also...all the images which were labelled "memories".
and i realized..ever since that fateful day, i've been experiencing bouts of melancholy. yes, i'm picking up from where i fall and i'm still trying very hard. but there are times when..it's just too tiring. times when i wished, "someone just help me up". plss.. and i'm thankful of the people around me who are constantly tolerant to my mood changes and frequent stoning "sessions"..sometimes, the mind just wander away..
actually, i'm rather content with the people around me..they make me happy. they make me smile. it's just that, the bouts of melancholy with a twist of bitterness just came knocking at my door last night. but i'm alright. i really am C: i just need more time i guess. this is just some entry to describe that inner most emotions within me...
so smile C:
