Sunday, June 01, 2008
it has been a really tough week for me. waking up early in the morning, work, rushing up and down the hospital, attempting to do housework for the first time... but all is worth it because mom's getting better each day. but for the following one-two months, she's not allowed to do any strenuous activities. so the rest of the family will have to take turns to do the housework. mom's going for the final CT scan for the brain tmr, just to review, in case there's any complications. afterall, the blood flowed from her ears. but the "just-in-case" WILL NOT happen. so my family's praying hard that God will bless mom. and i believe He will because He has since the start of this incident. and i'm/my whole family is really thankful to God. because we know that God will always be there.
been really worried over my parents recently. many of my relatives have been going in and out of the hospital for the past 1/2 year. rough patch for everyone. first it was my uncle, then my cousin, then my aunty, then my mom. and now dad has to go for a blood test because recently when he went for a check, the results are higher than normal. so doc wants him to go for a final test this coming week for bone marrow test. and when i hear the word "bone-marrow", my legs went soft. how can i not be worried! i really pray and hope that both dad and mom will be fine and healthy. that's the least i ask for. it's not easy for me and the family. everyday just praying that the next day will be a better day..no worries no nothing. it made me so tired that all i want to do each day is to jump straight into bed, pray to God and go to sleep. my prayer each day: "dear God, please keep my parents healthy. please keep me strong...."
i think what dad said really make sense. he said there's always a first time to accidents. and one time is enough to make your life hellish. not that i'm saying my life's hellish now..it's just hmm, difficult and tiring. so i need alot of support and comfort. that i will have to say..i'm really thankful to the people around me. my family, my jiemeimens, lynn, lou, jas, kris...
okay. on a brighter side, i've been doing different kinds of housework this week. from waking my brother up in the morning, to washing clothes. haha. yes, the mel who can't drag herself up from bed every morning despite the pleas from her mom, is finally forcing herself up each day to wake her brother up for school. and i even made him breakfast! haha. that day, the family tried to operate the washing machine but it turned out, the machine didnt spin the clothes dry enough, so when we were hanging the clothes, above us, it was raining. lol. but still, after my first attempt on all these housework, i think i can get married already! haha.
